Wednesday, December 02, 2020

Stressed, pained..

Dear Abba Father,

Today is my second day of migraine, stiff neck and shoulder, and a very sore back. I have not taken any medication for the past 6 years each time this migraine attacked me, and I still refuses to pop that famous wonder white pill called "Panadol" now.

Father God, I know my pain comes from my stress level that has reached an alarming level. That's how wonderful You are in creating my body's alarm system each time I stressed myself out by trying to fix or finish my tasks to perfection. Thank You Father, for a time of relief when I stopped everything and just entered into Your presence to rest. That 'Mary at Jesus' feet' moment.. so restful, so peaceful. Thank You Father God, thank You my Lord Jesus Christ, for hugging me tight in that resting moment. Thank You, I felt so loved. I am sorry, Father, for not coming to you sooner and forgetting that I am to be my best, not to be super perfect.

Dear Father God, I just pray that I can have a good rest tonight, knowing very well that I am loved by You and I will be okay and healed from this stress-induced migraine and pain. Thank You for my sister's suggestion to see a Christian sinseh if the pain persisted. Thank You for hearing my prayers, in Jesus' name I pray, amen.